Afternoon Comforts


This is a crappy picture. BUT -

After today's doctor appointment and all of the exposures therein I was overheated, sweaty, gross, and reacting - and that state plus the sun and the hot and the sharp in the physical world left me so agitated and overwhelmed that I went straight home with the sole goal of Comfort. Just - I needed the ride to STOP and only have pleasant and softness and coolness and tank tops and fleeces and air conditioning and nothing else but Summer's and my Comforts would matter today. I could do NOTHING else until some basic needs were attended to.

So I got home and locked door and Summer out and tank top and AC and cool water and soft background music and fleece half-cocoon and scratch Summer's chest and glasses off and clouds came in and we napped through the afternoon.

...and when I finally roused to the point of actually waking I glanced over to see this. What you are looking at is a Beardie that doesn't like baring her underside laying on her back in a very Beardie sleeping pose. Her head is to the right, her ear/hair draped over the side of her bed. White pom poms are her front legs tucked over her chest.

She's Comfortable.

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